My xanga. got. all. crazy.

yea. crazy.
&due to my wonderful friends, I haven't had time to update.
I feel better... and not that I'm not counting still and its not hard.. but its not always on my mind anymore.. and that helps the days go by a little better.

I can't comment right now.. just updating. but I'll comment you all later when I get back online.
x0x0Morg

Four Weeks.
i can't help it that I count.

so i hung out with alphy on the third.. we took a trip to the cemetary and just sat there and talked and brought flowers for B's birthday. it sounds weird but it was the best i have done in a while. it was refreshing and i couldnt ask for a better friend. i just wished that he could have spent his birthday really with us.

i really miss him.

last year...
=[

we werent even together but wow.

Happy Three Weeks.
Happy New Year.
Happy WHATVER you want to call it.
I had a very nice one. with some great people.

I'll post pictures later.
anyways.
I'm going to leave and stuff you kno.
x0x0Morg

OH YEA.
and I can actually comment Julie now! yay!

we're just badasses on the illegal side g-unit. no popo going to come in our hood.

it was nice to be just morgayne for a night.
x0x0

Two weeks on Christmas. I cant believe its going by like this. I did have a good Christmas actually. I only cried once because his  mom and stepdad came out to my house and brought a Christmas present over. from him.

Theres just no getting away from any of it.
I am feeling better though.
x0x0Morg

The funeral was upsetting. Sam, even though you wanted to go, and I wanted you to be there, you would have wanetd to commit suicide on the spot. Other than that, Christmas break is dull when you dont want to be around anyone other than someone thats out of reach. What a great time for a holiday..huh?

x0x0Morg

Julie. whats your aim?